My father was overbearing. Very controlling. He was always the way he is, even before my success. He was not always a good person. He'd play mind games to make sure I knew my place. I don't see him, which is unfortunate. But I don't have any desire to see him. I vaguely know where he is, and I don't want to know.

This quote indicates that the speaker’s father was a very controlling person who, even before the speaker’s success, was manipulative and unkind. He would play mind games to make sure the speaker knew their place, suggesting that the father had a power imbalance in the relationship. The speaker does not have any desire to contact their father and only knows of his general whereabouts, suggesting they want to keep their distance.