Yes I have made a lot of money and I have a lot of respect, my films have done well, and I know there are loads of loads of people who look up to me and really love me. I really just thought this is like a strange dream. I have never thought this is a success - I don't have a standard.

This quote means that the speaker has achieved a lot of success, both financial and in terms of respect from others. They have received praise for their work, gained admiration from many people, and have been fortunate enough to make a lot of money. Despite having accomplished these things, they still feel like they haven’t truly succeeded because they don’t have a specific “standard” they set out to achieve. They feel like their success is surreal and almost a dream.